and what have you done?"
I love that Christmas song! (Happy Christmas, War Is Over by John Lennon)
I love this Christmas, blog world. I am so happy. I haven't been happy around Christmas for years and years. I know it will sound stupid to some of you, but I always think about that song 'I'll Be Home For Christmas' and I just get so deeply sad that some of my loved ones won't (because...they're dead). But to some of you, who have lost important people in your life, you'll understand. 
And I haven't forgotten them, I still have them in my heart. And I still miss them. But:

"I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart. I am never without it, anywhere I go, you go" (I can't wait to have this tattooed on me)

And I know they're happy for me. And with me always. And this year I've gained brothers! How cool is that! I'm getting to make the weirdest coolest Christmas presents and...well yes. The happiness is evident. So have some randomness:

-I want a planner. It would take work to use it, but they're so pretty! They have these gorgeous ones at Barnes and Noble and one was all swirly and pretty. But I digress. 

-I learned how to use my iCal the other day. It sounds stupid, but seriously, I had to watch a tutorial. But now I've got it down and actually have stuff scheduled. And reminders. Don't I sound legit?
It's cause I am.

-hahahaha. I hope you get that I'm joking. you do, right?

-Have you all heard the song 'Winter Snow'? It's awesome.

-I have now been physically picked up by every guy in my group except the Ginger. Which is just crazy stuff.

-I really hate it when people have nothing to say so they just don't say anything. It makes me feel very awkward, like they're punishing me with their silence because of something I said/texted. 

-I saw this thing at Hot Topic, and realized that I really only want it because it has unicorns and rainbows on it. And I'm surprisingly ok with that. (I do love eyeshadow, don't get me wrong)

-At this point I actually feel weird going back to my old church alone. Maybe it would be easier to go back and visit if I had someone there? I don't know. It's sad and awkward. I feel disliked because I left.

-I love Trans-Siberian Orchestra. I can't listen to more than two of their songs in a row, but I think its rockin music. 

-I think the term/saying "Bitches be crazy" should be just as popular as "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." It'd be hilarious. 

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